It's all in my chest now. Like the air in a balloon, my feelings are so compressed and it feels like it's gonna burst out any time soon. I feel like I'm the worst person in the world... selfish and insensitive.

When true love comes in, nothing else matters.. and that's how I truly feel. I cry (a lot) and feel bad about things but nothing else matters when he's with me. He makes me feel like I'm important and I really deserve to smile everyday. Whenever he feels bad, I feel bad. Whenever he's sad, I am sad.. Feelings that are so intertwined.

But why do I feel like I crashed a movie? A movie that I wasn't supposed to be a cast of. Maybe I was definitely uninvited. 

Hidden in the shadows, struck by fear.

No one really understands. I never intended to hurt anyone, but sometimes it can't be helped. Once in a while, I always hurt somebody but I swear i never meant it. What I truly feel and what goes on inside my head is hidden in the deepest part of me. It struck me like lightning and I'm still electrocuted. :(