How can you be happy when someone is in pain? I need to know how to not notice it and leave my worries behind. Being judged is normal, but if you didn't do anything wrong...'don't hide at all'.

There are certain things that you cannot change even if you wanted to take control of it and erase it from your life. The past is something to reflect on in our present day and in our future. Even if you wanted to go back and change things, that's not gonna happen. Life is full of 'what ifs' and 'should haves'.. but your past mistakes stay as it is and you have to face the consequences of your actions, reflect from it and change for the better.

I know it sounds crazy but 'forever' might just work. 'Once Upon A Time' and 'Happily Ever After' might take a shot not only in a classic fairytale but also in a person's life. When you're in love, there are no boundaries. But sometimes insecurities take over. People judge you for who you aren't. They get into you and make you feel like you're in a black hole, gasping for air. Don't hide when people misunderstand. There's nothing wrong in making your stand, but never be insensitive. The past might also come back and get you; take you down and make sure you never get up again. If you fall, stand up and talk to God..'Coz He always makes people better. 

'Being afraid is normal'. Well, it's easy to say though.When you are insecure, you're afraid...Afraid to lose something you can't live without. The past is my biggest insecurity. I can never be as big as it is. I can never be as perfect and realistically possible. Confusing? Yes. But why is it so hard to be with someone you love? The whole world is against it and the past keeps coming back, making me think that I ruined 'everything'. I feel heavy when that thought comes back to me. 'Coz maybe, just maybe, it was really my fault.